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35 weeks 4 days. Today I went to my last two week OB appointment. I had my GBS test, which was just awkward, and then I asked for a cervical check to see if I was dilating at all yet. My doctor hates me so he just was like ‘nope, you’re not ahead of schedule’ and that was that. :| I also found out that I’ve now reached a whopping 170 lbs! Which means I’ve gained 45 lbs, with 4 weeks to go. For the longest time I dwelled on the amount of weight I was gaining, it made me sad that I let myself eat that much. It made me feel like everyone who claimed that ‘I’m all belly’ was just trying to spare my feelings. But then I realized, I don’t look horrible. I may have gained more than the ideal amount of weight for a pregnancy, but some women gain upwards of 50 lbs, and lose it all within a year. I’m growing a beautiful baby girl inside of me, who just so happens to be hungry all the time.  
I’ve got a plan to get back to the old me, and to be honest..if I don’t get my old body back completely, I wont be devastated. I’ll have my daughter. The one thing I’ve wanted forever, to be a mom, will finally have been fulfilled. My lifelong goal wasn’t to be thin with nice boobs and flawless skin, and the perfect body. It was to be able to experience this.

35 weeks 4 days. Today I went to my last two week OB appointment. I had my GBS test, which was just awkward, and then I asked for a cervical check to see if I was dilating at all yet. My doctor hates me so he just was like ‘nope, you’re not ahead of schedule’ and that was that. :| I also found out that I’ve now reached a whopping 170 lbs! Which means I’ve gained 45 lbs, with 4 weeks to go. For the longest time I dwelled on the amount of weight I was gaining, it made me sad that I let myself eat that much. It made me feel like everyone who claimed that ‘I’m all belly’ was just trying to spare my feelings. But then I realized, I don’t look horrible. I may have gained more than the ideal amount of weight for a pregnancy, but some women gain upwards of 50 lbs, and lose it all within a year. I’m growing a beautiful baby girl inside of me, who just so happens to be hungry all the time.  

I’ve got a plan to get back to the old me, and to be honest..if I don’t get my old body back completely, I wont be devastated. I’ll have my daughter. The one thing I’ve wanted forever, to be a mom, will finally have been fulfilled. My lifelong goal wasn’t to be thin with nice boobs and flawless skin, and the perfect body. It was to be able to experience this.

Feb 17th 2012 · 91 notes · Tags: #me #daily belly #pregnancy #35 weeks
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    You’re amazingly beautiful c:
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    good luck with you baby! you are so brave.
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